Purpose. 2022 Embrace and Patience for BIG character growth
2022, a year of family one identity.
2022, a year of bringing living into an endlessly racing work environment.
I felt unqualified for this new team. There is clear knowledge gap (about team’s system and org system). There is an ability gap to act/analyze/get/generate some output. There is a knowledge gap with scientists. I felt a strong underlying competition, a consequent of this-era desire to be able to do it all, go beyond role definition. The engineers look to want to working like scientists. Having the right scope for everyone in every project is difficult.
Everyone is smart. Which is good but chaos. I don’t see good examples yet. Everything looks chaotic. I see good will and eagerness to study and try. But lacking big big BIG vision probably the lacking piece. .. big enough for everyone to be creative. Temptation to be drawn into the endless RACE is very high in the atmosphere. What do I do to protect myself from this good but also harmful environment? The race and atmosphere of competition pull myself, perhaps others as well into the cell of openness and connection. Which harm than good in long term
I desire to bring living into such a smart and engineering environment. For myself to not burn out, for others to see God’s patience ways prevail over the pulling force of the environment. I believe God’s power can make change. I need to commit to be that patience force within such an environment
This environment challenge is becoming a BIG distraction for me to focus on Jesus.
マタイ 14:30 JCB ところが高波を見て怖くなり、沈みかけたので、大声で、「主よ、助けてください」と叫びました。イエスはすぐに手を差し出してペテロを助け「ああ、信仰の薄い人よ。なぜわたしを疑うのです」と言われました。２人が舟に乗り込むと、すぐに風はやみました。
Lord Jesus, Save Me. Build strong within me the patience to embrace this endless race environment. Walk with me everyday, until Your patience is revealed to others and my obedience patience is completed. Let 2022 be a year of growing big for myself and my family at one Jesus identity. Let it also a year for You to bring living into my workplace, Lord. amen