しずんでいる .. reflecting

Day 292. Theme = … … get めまい #3 time

Thanksgiving

  • 2 week off before new starting at search team
  • trust and favorite at work
  • this morning, breakfast with fam even I got memai again

Life challenge

  • I got spinning memai again, this is the 3rd time repeating from about 6 weeks ago
  • an’s room is my heart trouble
  • ballet happyokai is another heart trouble, given I am sick
  • health capacity and time capacity to 両立 work, fam and child education .. rising strong
  • health capacity for another child

Receive

  • “愚かな理論や作り話の議論で、むだな時間を費やしてはなりません。むしろ、時間と労力とを有効に使って、いつも霊的に高められるよう自分を訓練しなさい。 体の訓練も大いにけっこうですが、霊の訓練はさらに大切であり、あらゆる行動の原動力になるのです。ですから、あなたは霊の訓練に励み、もっとすぐれたクリスチャンを目指しなさい。そうすることは、今の地上の生活のためだけでなく、未来の生活にも役立つからです。” テモテへの手紙Ⅰ‬ ‭4:7–8‬ ‭JCB‬‬ link (CSB train yourself in godliness .. since it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come)

Questions and Thoughts

  • why this health issue happen so suddenly? … given I’ve been investing time to healthy habit e.g. run/walk mechanism, sleep early, take quiet time, spend time to relax/refresh with family. is there anything that is not pleasing God in the way I am pursuing? .. is God pruning anything in my life? .. how can I know the truth? ..
  • God is teaching me today of prioritizing spiritual training (godliness) over physical physical training. what change should I implement into my life now?

Action

  • find a plan about “spiritual training”. found “ Discipleship: Spiritual Guidance” by Infintum
  • Day1: story = Eli was able to offer Samuel this spiritual guidance changed the trajectory of Samuel’s life, and of the history of Israel.
  • Day1: message = as we are in trusted relationships, as we spend a lot of our lives around each other, we position ourselves to offer spiritual guidance to others. … to our mutual apprentice (修行中の身), that insignificant clarification (小さな出来事 e.g. God called Samuel 3 times at mid-night) could have significant ramifications (影響・結果)
  • Day1: action = let’s intentionally cultivate these kinds of committed, trusting relationships (so that we can be on both the giving and receiving end of such spiritual guidance)
  • Day1: desire = find someone we can learn the Word and share our lives connection to each together, more deeply. one level above current life group connection

Recall my journal, on the life challenge

My daily battles along with faith