しずんでいる .. reflecting

  • 2 week off before new starting at search team
  • trust and favorite at work
  • this morning, breakfast with fam even I got memai again
  • I got spinning memai again, this is the 3rd time repeating from about 6 weeks ago
  • an’s room is my heart trouble
  • ballet happyokai is another heart trouble, given I am sick
  • health capacity and time capacity to 両立 work, fam and child education .. rising strong
  • health capacity for another child
  • “愚かな理論や作り話の議論で、むだな時間を費やしてはなりません。むしろ、時間と労力とを有効に使って、いつも霊的に高められるよう自分を訓練しなさい。 体の訓練も大いにけっこうですが、霊の訓練はさらに大切であり、あらゆる行動の原動力になるのです。ですから、あなたは霊の訓練に励み、もっとすぐれたクリスチャンを目指しなさい。そうすることは、今の地上の生活のためだけでなく、未来の生活にも役立つからです。” テモテへの手紙Ⅰ‬ ‭4:7–8‬ ‭JCB‬‬ link (CSB train yourself in godliness .. since it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come)
  • why this health issue happen so suddenly? … given I’ve been investing time to healthy habit e.g. run/walk mechanism, sleep early, take quiet time, spend time to relax/refresh with family. is there anything that is not pleasing God in the way I am pursuing? .. is God pruning anything in my life? .. how can I know the truth? ..
  • God is teaching me today of prioritizing spiritual training (godliness) over physical physical training. what change should I implement into my life now?
  • find a plan about “spiritual training”. found “ Discipleship: Spiritual Guidance” by Infintum
  • Day1: story = Eli was able to offer Samuel this spiritual guidance changed the trajectory of Samuel’s life, and of the history of Israel.
  • Day1: message = as we are in trusted relationships, as we spend a lot of our lives around each other, we position ourselves to offer spiritual guidance to others. … to our mutual apprentice (修行中の身), that insignificant clarification (小さな出来事 e.g. God called Samuel 3 times at mid-night) could have significant ramifications (影響・結果)
  • Day1: action = let’s intentionally cultivate these kinds of committed, trusting relationships (so that we can be on both the giving and receiving end of such spiritual guidance)
  • Day1: desire = find someone we can learn the Word and share our lives connection to each together, more deeply. one level above current life group connection

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My daily battles along with faith