Cont my daily Joy w. deep learn. Receiving the experiences that shaping the meaning of the 適切な範囲と形の働くスコープWords that I received this season last year: My working expanding scope for spouse and vietnamese social families. They need not to be my future career partners. 目標は神様が立ててくださった計画を実現すること。それには、… のために働くことも含まれている。適切な範囲と形で働くスコープが広がるを願う。
- social network: a car short trip to Chiba-makuhari, a tomorikai for An and a sunday social day at Toyasu were all unexpectedly good social connection. God seems to continuously bring new people circles into our lives and equip within me a spirit to be ready for social connection. I am grateful and hoped it will turn out for good that pleasing the Lord
- drove taxi at night to hospital to check for a pre-partum signs but gratefully Ri is healthy and I experienced a new thing. I made an impression on me about the effectiveness and trade-off of a process of recommending pregnant women to come to hospital for these cases. This could make them feel embarasshed.
- marriage relationship and conflict in each career exploration journey: I shared w. spouse and about a finding that a jpese acquaintain got promoted to principal SE. how I found that aws could provide excited opportunities for hands-on DL. but it turned out I irritated him and caused unneccessary his judgement on myself by comparing myself w. my dad. I felt hurt and learnt that I need to be honest and being wise in what to share with him. I need a lot more sharing time for 2 people to be really connected with each other. But I am deeply grateful for my God-helped spirit to make things clear with him, explain to him my motivation. But I learnt that he won’t be part of my own encouraging source mentally. He is a source of support in term of building up a good fam environment for our kids and supportive source for my own career. But I might need to let him go off my own faith and interest companion. I don’t feel sad at all. I already have God for that position. And I want to be the same support for him and pray for him rather than being the partner in his own career exploration journey.
- share out loud w. the world about my next step: this is also new observation that I felt God has been making changes in my life: share w. others about my dream for next step: being DS manager and my plan and experiments for it.
- lots of good social connection
- lots of walking and good sleep
Receive — from 2021/09/21 journal: Navigate Anxiety (of my NEXT STEP plan)
- Anxiety step #1: 他人/グループの成長を願い、適切な(許された)範囲・形(mechanism)で、私たちの働きのスコープがもっと広がることを望む
- This fit well with my current experience with spouse and vietnamese social families, and my future career partners (適切な範囲と形で働くスコープが広がる）
- コリントの信徒への手紙 II 10:13 私たちは持ってもいない権威を誇るようなことはしません。私たちの目標は神様が立ててくださった計画を実現することです。それには、そちらであなたがたのために働くことも含まれています。…他の人の業績を自分のものだと主張しているのでもありません。ただ、あなたがたの信仰が成長し、私たちに許された範囲であっても、あなたがたの間で私たちの働きがもっと広がることを望んでいるのです…
anxiety from 2021/09/21 experience (same target):
plan-anxiety: I am satisfied and content with my building-up habit of tracking behavior/commitment on priorities of the month. But staying behind for some key topic of interest (e.g. science interview, coding interview self training) is such a slight but endless pain. I understand that these are area II, not urgent, important, and it requires mental capacity and high focus time. I need to plan it better e.g. decided time for these activities .. but it is hard and anxious looking at under-commitment over the time.
Lord, I am inspired deeply by your chosen persons words. There are 🛫deep level of humility and authority and honesty🛫. I felt that I already received the right narrative for my mtg with director today. Help me to always remember that my life goal is to realized your planned plans for myself. amen
- Lord, I thank for this wisdom and the calm that come with those after a first uncomfortable moment of conviction. I believe this is the moment of wisdom equipment that You have for me. I felt confident in Your wisdom Lord. Thanks for answering my pray last year, exact this season for a 2nd child to join us and we are receiving exactly the same season this year. How wonderful is it. Look down and see my deep gratefulness Lord.
- I pray for the right partners in my journey of faith for my career next step, amen.