Complete Healing of my old heart-issue (battle about title and satisfaction) and Passion to Change to this world: The world values the lowest, the serving is the highest.十二年間も苦しみ続けてきた。あなたの信仰があなたを治した。

22jan06. Sun.

22 Vision

get fresh thinking and see how the Wind goes
fam increase, fam united, fam serve to the Lord’s house
becoming community-scope person: understand people pain/needs/goals, existing mechanism/system, develop skills that valuable and show them a glimse of God’s love

Life challenge

rest in weekend: tiring, sleep a lot but not rest (moya moya about work, manager) + the weather is cold
too much input in the weekend but less satisfaction: deep learning for search, papers, dual, audible book about career grow for tech managers (the manager’s path), … aws (step function, lambda, cloud formation, spart, athena etc.) too many without clear priority and purpose + doubt if all of them are purposeful and needed
tempted to think about the env, manager, changes .. lack of satisfaction in this chaos environment … old battle raising up (… promotion, level … career)

Thanksgiving

Receive

ルカの福音書 5:25- link 25その中に、出血の止まらない病気で十二年間も苦しみ続けてきた女がいました。 26多くの医者にかかり、さんざん苦しい目に会い、治療代で財産をすっかり使い果たしてしまいましたが、病気はよくなるどころか、悪化する一方でした。 27イエスがこれまでに行ったすばらしい奇跡を耳にした彼女は、人ごみにまぎれて近づき、背後からイエスの着物にさわりました。 28「せめて、この方の着物にでも手を触れさせていただけば、きっと治る」と考えたのです。 29さわったとたん、出血が止まり、彼女は病気が治ったと感じました。…「娘さん。あなたの信仰があなたを治したのです。もう大丈夫です。いつまでも元気でいるのですよ。」

Pray

Lord, have mercy on me, heal me like this women. How lucky was she and so am I. I want to praise You now, Lord. As long as I go to Your moment by moments YOur words and Your love will heal me All. Heal completely in me the obsession of be-someone in this world, with title, with measure .. this battle is hard and emotional. I want to live in the true happy world of Jesus said, where the lower is the highest, serving others is valuable world. I want to build that in my short life and leave it to the next generations, Amen.

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