A isolation season. But let Your conviction work on me. let Your love break the wall of difference between me and others, now is with people at my team 🛫
Aug 10. I feel a sense of pressure that Aug pass by w.o. I achieve anything. But doesn’t it mean for me to just survive this difficult time? I hope to bring life to the work env and examples, but Am I be able to do it Lord? rather than reluctancy and hostile now.
- survived another day and on bed safely
- watched movie about a strong women that regret her behavior in a short time. too strong behavior brings a difference, lack of respect, could bring harm than goods
- survived 2 days at home with Na play the games all days
- An stays the joy of our lives and eyes
- Aka kicked a lot again
- grateful that we might be able to re-arrange flight for the VN trips
- my final purpose is to race this life well.
- just so tiring
- pregnancy, new worry seed: a possibility that
- my isolation and negative feeling effecting myself, my behavior, fam and team. I need to find joy for the rest of the time and the off time. Lord, help me to be strong please
Prayer for Aug (1st fruit), the order has changed. I have top 3-plus purposes
- 1st of all: prioritize my capacity: health, time and mental. which is the important source for me to follow the calling of God. (first drop my expectation on work, manager’s expectation. pick up a new concept: set boundaries) amen. → → 🌸 opportunity coming NOW
- 2nd of all: vision to invest the right things to An. she is at peak of consuming knowledge and discovering the world through experience and people connection → → 🌸 opportunity coming NOW. more Physical activities. 🛫 and next year-long challenge: make right responsibility to our children.
- 3rd of all: expand to include others to our lives (fam lives and connect group lives) e.g. team, vnese mom communities, ballet mom communities ? scientists around the world? .. pray for it. do it purposefully → → 🌸 opportunity coming NOW. 🛫
- build up my confidence as 1st lady of the Jesus: decent attire and inclusive attitude when being within social community. → → 🌸 opportunity coming NOW NOW
enjoy my journey and opportunities to earn the experience from the given environment e.g. scrum master, team lead .. continue develop the right (system) knowledge and vision knowledge (through trend inside and outside) and people connection knowledge for the next step of my tech career. be patient about God’s approval for promotion. for now enjoy learning, discovery and develop connection.→ → ★ needs a mindset change. NO LONGER my focuses. I need to shift this to deep learn the technical skill and vision/domain knowledge
- Born to Lead: If you can’t communicate, you can’t build anything — a marriage, an organization, or a team. Regardless of your role as a leader — whether you lead a team, run a company, are an author or influencer, or are an entrepreneur — communication skills are vital to your success. We should never stop sharpening our skills so that the message we send is the exact message that is received. Try these tips to take your communication to the next level:• Be direct and simple. … “I relied only on the power of the Holy Spirit. I did this so you would trust not in human wisdom but in the power of God.” (1 Corinthians 2:4–5)• Communicate frequently. Communicate as often as you can and through as many different mediums as you can. • Encourage feedback. Always be willing to hear another perspective. When you give a directive or offer an idea, pause and allow the other person to respond. Remember the 80/20 rule: Listen 80 percent of the time and speak 20 percent of the time.• Walk your talk. Nothing will cause people to mistrust you more than not being a person of your word or displaying a lack of integrity in some way.• Be a storyteller. Stories serve as great visual illustrations, and they’re likely to be shared with others. “Jesus used many similar stories and illustrations to teach the people as much as they could understand. In fact, in his public ministry he never taught without using parables.” コリント人への手紙Ⅰ 2:4–5 4また私の説教も、説得力ある雄弁なことばや人間的な知恵にはほど遠く、単純そのものでした。しかし、そのことばには神の力があって、聞く人々は、それが神からのことばだとわかったのです。 5私がそうしたのは、あなたがたの信仰が、人間のすぐれた思想にではなく、神に根ざしてほしかったからです。マルコの福音書 4:33–34 33このように、イエスは多くのたとえを使って、人々の理解力に応じて教えられました。 34たとえを使わずに話をなさることはありませんでした。ただ弟子たちにだけは、その意味を解き明かされました。
Review journal of this time of previous years: 2020 Jul 13 (mon), An’s 5th birthday party, first party
- emotion: enjoyed the fact of new 2020 experience: organize birthday party for Na. sensed a strong need of being myself rather than being with a crowd. but I did feel it is worth the time/investment for the kid | enjoyed the hibiya park more than I thought. I feel my confidence, my boldness (confidence, contentment w. current life situation) could cause some distance w. the vnese moms. How can I be more sensitive and honest to be able to encourage them. a big change is i did feel a strong sense of acceptance/respect/attention to them especially toward kh. | I feel subconsicouly a distance w. spouse and men friends. I feel like I should respect them more. God created both for good. we should be mutual dependent in a good way
- calling: make history in creating new 2020 experience e.g. drive a car and enjoy fam gathering, new experience, observe, learn and be transformed. Don’t lose sight of being God’s servant.
- bible: godly ambition (a desire to succeed).
- Receive: donot let the differences in faith/behavior between me and others be the wall separate me and God’s love for them. 🛫
- Receive: love relationship w. God is the way to find rest in my soul 🛫
- Receive: be content in God, not in the flesh (outward priviledges, physical advantages, external appearance)
- Pray: let Your conviction work on me. let Your love break the wall of difference between me and others, starting w. spouse and fam. 🛫