Mari – Medium

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Grateful for this quiet capacity and deep learn. Ask God to lead mine and fam’s paths, not me trying to do it. Be better prepared to (1) maintain social connection w. others (expand & include) (2) say NO to make peace for myself and the requestors (guard capacity & set boundaries)

Aug 15 Thanksgiving I’m so grateful for this quiet and deep learn time. yesterday I was starting very little on CDK pipelines but feels so great excitement and grateful and forward thinking about a week off next week to just read about doors for children to go to top world…

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🛫Change in our fam night time. 🛫Change in my mindset about growth path: stay my course of DEEP LEARN and EXPAND to larger scope of influence. 🛫Enjoy this quiet and deep learn time. 🌸Resourcefulness: think of what I can do with what there is (2 challenges: isolation in pregnancy, conflict and differences at work)

Aug 14 Thanksgiving 🛫 satisfied and good time spent w. fam 🛫 vs. journal of 2020/08/15 a cool day because of typhoon a day w. deep learn about configuration for back end system a great morning refresh w. fam at copain a great movie ヘルプ closing our days support An…

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2 days ago

LIVE TODAY. I was losing heart because of mistakes and change and finance losses of our trip home. I am living in isolation, loneliness and small. I feel alone. I need companies in the coming season, Lord. amen

Season challenge: ISOLATION + conflict and differences ← not to react in the flesh but to respond in the Spirit. Consult w. God, Forgive and Pray for healing of the differences. Aug 13. Am I just counting my days everyday w.o. fun. Why don’t I start living my life now ^^. the Lord has given a new day. Live to discover it in the best way, w. fun, w. what I do. Now is my time. Thanksgiving time to learn: w…

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3 days ago

Who gives intuition to the heart and instinct to the mind? — Job 38:36. Intuition and discernment (good judgement). Always pray for the decision/next step.

Recognize it••Silence your inner critic••Embrace your creativity•• Take notes•• Get physical•• Evaluate your dreams•• Evaluate the past•• Pray• Aug 12, Fri. a day-off Thanksgiving (deep) learn: a day w. lots of learning about org tools like r.amo, s.eydpa t.evirdtse. spouse seems to have a similar day w. coursera. I feel hope that I will understand more about existing system and why we have them but not the others…

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4 days ago

Following God is the best way of Resilience and persistence 持続性. Adversity is just an experience; it is not your identity. Rely on colleagues, friends, or loved ones to help get you through hard times. The key to resilience is first learning how to stop rather than forge ahead (capacity, self-care). 🛫 pray for our coming God-equipped -“invention” of services to the world.

Aug 11. Thu. 山の日. Thanksgiving close a day w. God’s grace — deep learn: such a satisfied day as completed training about MCM. indeed, studying something useful w. good material is great, it is even greater is having a finish well sense at the end of the day. it helped…

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5 days ago

A isolation season. But let Your conviction work on me. let Your love break the wall of difference between me and others, now is with people at my team 🛫

Aug 10. I feel a sense of pressure that Aug pass by w.o. I achieve anything. But doesn’t it mean for me to just survive this difficult time? I hope to bring life to the work env and examples, but Am I be able to do it Lord? …

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6 days ago

Confident about my competence and insist on deep learn what have long term value, even I might feel different, isolated like I feel at work right now. I have purpose. I will continue my race to the end .. aiming to be a loving character, including others in my life and show examples of servant leadership (not insist on my plan but what is providing ..)

Aug 09. Aug is flying so fast. wondering if I am doing the right thing. Felt a sense of isolation from team (naturally) Thanksgiving growth: grateful seeing my little and slow growth in mindset vs. same time 2 years ago. in pregnancy issue: big change in our plan to fly…

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Aug 7

Just continue on my purposes of this season. capacity (simplify services, set boundary), include, attire, deep learn. and pray for the right companies and stick to the TRUE guidance.

Aug 08. Life feels easier but still some aseri about work Thanksgiving strength — pregnancy yoga: started and felt good. grateful for a good sleep today. review growing w. purposes: grateful seeing I’ve been changed a little vs. same time 2 years ago via my journal review. the challenge feels…

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Aug 6

Next year-long challenge: make right responsibility to our children. Learn to shape children lives. Continue expand, survive and enjoy my challenges and opportunities.

Aug 07, Sun. A new interaction and encounter with a group of people that we are less likely encounter in life. Succeeding in their life of finance, stable lives, children had good education. God gave me strength to be open and accept them as they are. …

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Aug 5

This challenge time of the year: Jun-Aug with same challenge: burnout, self-doubt, guilt in my incompetence. Finish well my race. Expand, Include others and Take joy in every opportunities. How: (1) simplify my services (my own expectation) to others and be content about my competence (2) set boundaries w. people for quiet training time w. God

Aug 06. first week of Aug passing so fast. I have sleep trouble again. having symptom of burnout. How do I set healthy boundaries of work, of fam and get more relaxing and grateful time. Challenge still be time and mental capacity. But looking back to this time in 2020…

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