1st fruit day. Continue on the 3 basic: Mental capacity everyday + Joy in doing things. Get along with people (inclusive and harmony in conflict of interest). Pray for next steps of 4 roles: tech lead, church lead, wife/mom lead and social lead.

  • cool and comfortable Fall is here. Grateful that my sleep quality gets improving
  • grateful for having s.ota help clean the house, it feels so great and we are blessed
  • grateful for a night fam time before bed, where spouse and I talked. yesterday we had An join us and reminded us to do such a time
  • Pray for God to bring the wise companion for spouse: grateful that I somewhat was able to listening with reflection to spouse’s emotions: he has a practical mind but being small (trade-off with good income and time capacity) in the current environment made him uncomfortable. I don’t have wisdom to help him Lord. I wish I’ll be the wise companion for him, but I know I am not. I need to pray for him more that God be that wisdom and bring along the right wise people for him, amen.
  • grateful seeing An is cooperative at VNese class
  • grateful seeing An is cooperative at homework of Sapix and soroban (she started anzan), still motivated by the reward of watching anime but we also by positive attitude of parents
  • NEW SEASON: grateful that today is my last working day before maternity leave
  • grateful for I still have a full income salary this month before maternity leave. Need to save down things a bit from Oct
  • output or target of the new season: physical recovery + ready for the new work-returning season (deep learn, keep expansion)
  • pray for wisdom whether I should try to earn some easy money vs. all of the big and continuous targets above
  • saving reasonably
  • necessary change in spending time with parent in laws
  • observe the investment house, finance situation
  • ANXIETY: how to smoothly hand-off work today
  • mixed emotion to live such a long time with parent in law
  • Lord, protect our coming baby and allow me to give natural birth Lord, amen.
  • Lord, I need your help specially today. I am anxious about my last task, how to hand it off well. And I am emotional facing my new season with mixed feeling. I don’t want to hold in anxiety but only peace and a spirit of trust and truthfulness today
  • I pray for wise companion for my spouse Lord. I wish I be the one but somewhat I am not.
  • I need vision for the coming challenging season, which have vague and not clear targets or measurable goals, amen. Help me to lean on to Your discipline and increase my love and patience to live with my parents in law.
  • Sep: same as Aug: next step for my 4 roles in life: tech lead, church leader, children discipliner, social worker
  • Sep: mental capacity everyday (SELF-DISCIPLINE): _a_ self-doubt about incompetence and _b_ not ready in decent attire
  • Sep: joy in doing things (BE CONTENT and REJOY): _c_ deep-learn things and _d_ share time to teach and shape children lives
  • Sep: GET ALONG WELL w. PEOPLE and family in law: _e_ inclusive culture and _f_ harmony for conflict of interests
  • Aug: mental capacity everyday (SELF-DISCIPLINE): _a_ self-doubt about incompetence and _b_ not ready in decent attire
  • Aug: joy in doing things (BE CONTENT and REJOY): _c_ deep-learn things and _d_ share time to teach and shape children lives
  • Aug: build teams and groups (GET ALONG WELL w. PEOPLE): _e_ inclusive culture and _f_ harmony for conflict of interests
  • Aug: next step for our tech career with satisfying skill growth and harmony with fam demand in the new season
  • Aug: next step as a church leader, who commit to bring family to church and open Sunday for service and build up good social network at church.
  • Aug: next step of children discipline and take care of our children purposefully
  • Aug: next step as a social glue for working moms, working women
  • Jul: 1st of all: prioritize my capacity: health, time and mental. which is the important source for me to follow the calling of God. (first drop my expectation on work, manager’s expectation) amen.
  • Jul: Decent attire and inclusive attitude at social events.
  • Jul: Right investment to An.
  • Jul: Patient and continuous joyful expansion of my tech lead career.
  • Jul: Trust God for fam finance security
  • Jun: vision & character: growing love capacity for people everyday
  • Jun: vision & character: well prepare for maternity leave and a fruitful trip to VN
  • Jun: children & fam: think big for our children future, live in new york, london
  • Jun: children & fam: build individual and growing relationship with each of our children
  • Jun: children & fam: vision for my new season w 2 children
  • Jun: work & career: earn and learn from the 1st experience of people scope through scrum master role. for me to understand the see what i can bring along
  • Jun: work & career: God’s approval for a promo and a heart of servant
  • Jun: work & career: success of science proposals and connection w scientists
  • May: discovery of purposes at work, society
  • May: fam unity within my fam.
  • May: discipline children: I pray for wisdom to disciple and raise our children in the way of the Lord.
  • May: enormous HOPE that God is helping me, He has equipped sufficiently. And I can be bold in build up and execute my plans in surrendering spirit, He can fix every mistakes that I made as long as I surrender and come to Him.
  • May: promotion: I pray for your approval of a promotion Lord, with humble heart and a spirit to leverage that to help others.
  • Apr: think big and fail safely in the protection of the Lord
  • Apr: promo doc, God-based confidently set my mindset to becoming a science manager for a team of mixed engineers and scientists
  • Apr: technical journey w. spouse: aws study and hands-on together, plus deep learning engineer books
  • Apr: reading and sharing journey to find the next technical investment that change the way of the world operate .. OUTPUT it somewhere and engage people are interested. Simplified and predefined format.
  • Mar: growing relationship w spouse
  • Mar: parenting: and supporter and guider for children
  • Mar: satisfaction: career as contribution, satisfaction, creativity of life
  • Mar: friendship: friends and consulter for collegues, friends
  • Mar: people scope person
  • Mar: enjoy the season: enjoy and experience the most more of this rare season.
  • Feb: fam increase, fam united, fam serve together in the Lord’s house
  • Feb: discipline children in the ways of the Lord
  • Feb: fresh thinking everyday from the Lord, walk and grow with the Lord
  • Feb: people-scope person: (1) understand ppl pain, passion, goals (2) develop the right skills & mechanism valuable for them and (3) develop my love capacity for them to build up trust, respect and expectation for each of them (which seems to be pleasing to the Lord and the true growth idea)
  • Jan: fresh thinking and See how the wind changes (God’s move)
  • Jan: org-scope scientist career: God-given passion = become a person that are helpful/necessary for organization and community (e.g. big fam, moms, VNese). have deep understanding of the goals/needs of org and communities. Training myself to have good org-scope (community-scope) understanding and build up skills that helpful for the goals of org/community and develop others around. This has an overlap with the world perspective of manager in the corporate world.
  • Jan: fam increase. guidance for us to raise him/her to a strong children of God. fam united in Jesus. fam serve together at church. tithed again this month.
  • Proverbs 11:30 The fruit of righteous is a tree of life, and the one who is wise saves lives

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