22jan22. Sar. Sabbath
- fam increase
- fam united, serve together at church
- fam connection increase
- bring living and love to work environment
- An’s expanding experience
- pray for direction .. or rise to overcome my bitterness about career, promotion and idea for growth to the Lord.
- planning focus and satisfaction: I said at standup that I will complete XX but I missed again, wasn’t able to start on it. Unplanned thing took time: comment to hksusad science doc, expense for foeg fareware party, intern project fill-in and mtg, team connection, shadowing CR, kolot mtg etc.
- emotion to team: I want to bring living and love to this new env .. but somehow I felt like am I be needed? I think it is just tempting of perception. I do feel strongly their favorite for me: baf, elhsa tend to ask for my input or comments when I become silent.
- direction bitterness: subconsciously it is in the air, in my heart. I want to surrender these evil spiritual chain to Jesus and be filled with love and contentment and forward-looking eyes and heart that is enormous for me and everyone around me
- finance temptation: biproduct of grow idea bitterness, I was tempted to reduce charity finance and change job for even more salary even I don’t feel like it is a right choice
- connection with fam in vn: was good and balanced the need of connection
- An stay at home: was such easy and comfortable
- re-Find JOY in the process
- God has chosen me to live, love and change the world in a way that only you can do. No matter the situation, the Lord is with you through every dark day. Trust in Him and let Him guide you to find joy in falling.
- I’m falling in JOY but I’m also becoming stronger in these dark days.
- ヤコブ 1:2–3 JCB あなたがたの人生は、多くの困難と誘惑に満ちていますか。そうであれば喜びなさい。行く道が険しければ、それは忍耐を養う良いチャンスとなるからです。
- Lord, I want to praise and give thanksgiving to You, for your wonderful and different to the world. You say rejoice REJOICE in the dark days, when my body and spirit don’t feel that it makes sense. But that is why Your Ways are higher and good.
- I will trust in You that You will resolve my bitterness of direction, career, promotion and idea for growth. I will surrender the big work of defining it. I will focus on the small work of TRUST in You and REJOICE in my daily processes, grant me enough love to share with others, Lord. Especially for my spouse, children, family and colleague and mom friends.
- Grant us another child, Lord
- journal and worship the Lord, share it with someone
- fam morning routine
- bring An and fam outside for fun
- connect w. Elaine
- read news
- read a paper with code helpful for LATAC and take note for a paper and next steps: implement it what is needed, visualize it with graph, diagram
- watch ML on graph or continue on search metadata